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1. Drome

2. Eendag

3. Vrydag

4. Never Good Bye

5. Ek kan nie meer nie

6. Ek voel jou

7. Laaitjie

8. Verslaaf

9. Hoe?

10. Dink en droom en wens

11. Where are You?

12. I hate you

13. Elke dag

14. Ope arms

15. Words

16. Our Road

17. Ongesproke woorde

18. In your presence

19. Jy is (1)

20. Ek Weet

21. My droom vakansie

22. Jy is (2)

23. Vir altyd

24. Missing you

25. Illusion

26. Separate Worlds

27. Taking A Step Back

28. My Angel

29. You

30. Gebed

31. I’m there for you

32. My secret friend

33. Die lang naweek

34. The Blame

35. Why

36. I see you

37. Die Vuurtjie

38. I want to be with you



Drome
In my drome,
Is jy nog steeds my prinses.
Ons lag en speel en dans
En lewe
Vir altyd en altyd!!

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Eendag

Al die seer en teleurstelling
Kan my begeerte na jou nie stil nie.
Eendag kom ek jou haal,
Dan sal ons ons droom leef
Al is dit net vir ‘n kort tydjie

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Vrydag

Dis alweer Vrydag
En ek haat dit!!
Ons het ons beste tye gehad op ‘n Vrydag,
Maar nou is jy nie meer in my arms nie.
Ek mis jou so baie!

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Never Good Bye

I don’t know what we had,
But all I know
Is that we had a connection
That was stronger than I had ever experienced
And that a life together would have been
An indescribable love affair.
But we cannot,
Not know and maybe never.

I still think about You every single day
And hope and dream and wish,
But I have to let You go.
For now.
As I do not want You to become my regret.

But as You will always be my inspiration,
It will never be good bye.

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Ek kan nie meer nie

Ek klou nog te vas
Aan my drome en wense en hoop
Maar ek kan nie meer nie!
Vir nou moet ek jou laat gaan.
Met trane in my oe en ‘n knop in my keel
Sal ek jou vir altyd en altyd
Lief hê

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Ek voel jou

Ek voel nog steeds ons hande verstrengel in mekaar,
Jou lippe op myne en tonge wat dans.
Ek voel jou warm lyf teen myne,
Jou kop op my skouers en
Jou mooi lang hare wat oor my gesig val.
Ek voel jou hande oor my beweeg
En ek smag na jou nabyheid!!

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Laaitjie

Jy het nog altyd jou teleurstellings
En wense en drome
In laaitjies gebêre en toegesluit.
Party was hartseer
En ander moeilik.
As jy my wegsit in een van jou laaitjies,
Sit my in die boonste een
En vergeet om hom te sluit,
Want eendag moet jy hom oopmaak,
Dan wil jy nie soek
Na die sleutel tot jou geluk nie.

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Verslaaf

Party dae sê ek vir myself
Ek kan nie meer nie!
Maar dan praat ek weer met jou
En ek hoor jou mooi stem
Dan weet ek ek is nog verslaaf
En ek kan nog vashou
Aan hierdie droom
Tot ‘n volgende keer...

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Hoe?

Hoe kan ek jou so liefhê!
Ek sien jou nie en
Ek praat nie met jou nie.
Ons kan nooit saamwees nie,
Maar tog groei my liefde elke dag meer en meer.
Is die liefde net ‘n illusie en ‘n onwerlikheid?
Miskien is ek maar net ‘n dromer!

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Dink en droom en wens

Dink jy nog aan my soos ek elke dag aan jou dink?
Droom jy nog saam met my?
Wens jy ook nog dat ons saam kan wees?
Of het jou storie reeds ‘n einde?
Ek wonder!

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Where are You?

You are in my mind
You are in my body
You are in my soul
But you are not with me!
Yet we will always be one.

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I hate you

I hate you,
How could you just walk away
And leave me hurt and crying.
I know that you love me
And that you also want to be with me.
How can you be so stupid!

How can I ever hate you?
You taught me to live again,
And through you,
I learned to truly love again.
You are the clever one,
Because you knew
That our love was dangerous
And would destroy too much.

I will go into the future
Knowing that for a short period of time
I was touched by magic.
And if that is all I get,
I will still be happy,
Because you were my magic.

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Elke dag

Ek dink elke liewe dag aan jou.
Jy het so deel van my geword
Dat ek ‘n dag sonder jou nie kan voorstel nie.
Maar dis net in my gedagtes en drome,
Want ons kan nie saamwees nie.
Partykeer dink ek net
Dat ek jou moet laat gaan,
Maar ek kan nie!
Jy is dan my asem
En sonder jou
Sal ek doodgaan.
Ek droom elke dag
Dat jy die voedsel vir my liggaam
En die rus vir my siel sal word,
Dan sal ek waarlik
Mens kan wees.

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Ope arms

Ons het omgedraai en weggestap.
Ons kan nie,
En ons mag nie.
Dit is nie wie ons is of
Waarin ons glo nie.
Die wêreld is nog nie gereed vir ons nie.
Maar jy bly my enigste ware liefde
En in my ope arms
Sal ek jou altyd ontvang
As die toekoms vir ons
‘n Nuwe storie skryf.

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Words

“I love you and
I want to spend my life with you
Please wait for me
And we will be happy until the end of time”
So easy to say these words
In a world full of lies
And empty promises.
Why would this be different?
I’ve lived life
And loved,
I had desires and dreams
And stars in my eyes,
But I have grown up
And my world didn’t.
I was left lonely and disillusioned and unhappy.
Then I met you
And with you and through you
I started to live again
And come to love
All the beauty
That life has to offer
And the promises that it holds
And still I will say the words
“I love you and
I want to spend my life with you
Please wait for me
And we will be happy until the end of time”
And I know its no lie and no empty promise.

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Our Road

My sweet sweet love,
Every hour of every day
Our roads are getting closer and closer
And looking ahead,
We see one road where we will be
Walking and laughing and loving together,
But we also see many
Obstacles and dangers ahead
And every day we pray to God
To show us the road sign
Saying “This is the road I have laid out for you”

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Ongesproke woorde

Ons wil dit nie vir mekaar se nie
Want ons weet nie wat dit gaan doen nie
Maar ek het jou lief, onbeskryflik baie lief
Ek wil elke oomblik van elke dag
In jou teenwoordigheid wees
Jy is altyd in my gedagtes
Jy is altyd in my hart
Ek het jou lief
My Engel

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In your presence

In your presence
I get completely drunk.
I drink every word you say
And every movement you make
And every emotion on your lovely face.
I cannot get enough
And just want more and more.
In the morning
I have a hangover,
Because you are not there

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Jy is (1)

Jy is
Die goue son wat opkom in die ooste
En ondergaan in die weste
Jy is
Die silwer maan
Wat speel oor die water
Jy is
Die helderste ster wat skyn in die donkerste nag
Jy is
Die goue herfsblare wat ritsel in die wind
Die witste sneeu wat val oor die berge
Die eerste pienk bloeisels
Die eerste reen wat val
Jy is
Die helder water wat val oor die waterval
En vloei tot in die mooiste blou see
Jy is
Die mooiste vlinder
En die mooiste naaldekoker wat dartelend
Vlieg oor die wye groen en goue velde
Salomo se “Alles aan jou is mooi, my lieling, aan jou is niks verkeerd nie”
Jy is
Alles wat mooi is wat deur
God ons Vader geskep is

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Ek Weet

Ek weet nie
hoe nie of
waar nie of
wanneer nie
Maar
Ek weet
ons verdien beter,
ons kan gelukkig wees,
ons hoort bymekaar,
ek wil jou in my lewe he
ek wil my lewe met jou deel

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My droom vakansie

Lui lekker en sorgevry
Ek lees en slaap en luister musiek
Swem in die see en sonbrand op die strand
Ry rond en kyk fliek
Maar ek hou ook ‘n ander vakansie hier in my kop
Ek droom van wakker word saam met jou
Vroegoggend op die strand loop en sien hoe die son opkom
Skulpe optel en laf wees op die strand
Ons baljaar saam in die see
Ek smeer jou bruin gebrande lyf olie
En ons le langs mekaar en lees
Lag en praat oor alles
Oor ‘n glasie wyn en lekker kos
Sien ons die goue son sak
En wil die oomblik vir altyd vries
Ek dra vir jou koffie aan en sien hoe jy dit geniet
Ons ry rond en speel ons musiek terwyl ons saamsing
Ons loop deur al die toeriste winkeltjies
En drink koffie en eet koek
Ons gaan fliek en lag saam en huil saam
Ons neem fotos en trek gesigte vir mekaar en
Wanneer ons moeg is
Le ons sommer net rond by die huis en geniet dit ook
Die dae vlieg verby maar dit maak nie saak nie
Want ons is bymekaar en geniet elke oomblik daarvan.
In alles wat ek doen is jou beeld in my kop
En ek wonder hoe dit saam met jou sou gewees het
Sal hiedie droom ooit waar word?

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Jy is (2)

Jy is altyd in my gedagtes
Jy is altyd in my hart
Jy is in die asem wat ek in en uit asem
Vir jou is ek ewig dankbaar
Want deur jou
Lewe ek weer
Vir ewig en altyd

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Vir altyd

In jou arms my engel,
Verloor ek ‘n stukkie van my hart vir altyd
Deur jou sagte lippe my engel,
Kry ek weer asem om te leef vir altyd.

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Missing you

My love
I have not missed you this much
Since we have been together,
As I have missed you in the last two days.
I think of you always
And don’t want to do anything
Than to be in your presence,
Breathing you in
And living through you.
How long my love,
Will we deny another
Knowing that we want
To spend every living moment together?

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Illusion

My Love
We have gone beyond friends although
As friends we want to justify our togetherness
You once said:
“What an illusion, this love without reality”
Since then we have shared so much
And even only what lovers share.
Love has turned into reality
In our world of illusion.
A world not ready
For us

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Separate Worlds

My special friend
We go through times
When we do not want to be part of the problems
In our separate worlds,
Where we dream of escaping
To the world that we want to create for ourselves.
Will our world be perfect?
Probably not,
But our world will have
Flowers and music and books
Movies and sunshine,
Lots of laughter
Respect and tons of love
And above all
A world
In the hands and will of our God.

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Taking A Step Back

My dear, dear friend
Have we taken our friendship too far?
How will we ever be able to step back
After sharing so much,
Knowing the desires we both have?
We have to take a step back!
Is it wrong to dream and hope and pray
That one day we can walk forward together
And share those desires until the day
We grow old and grey?

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My Angel

From a stranger to a friend to this
We have shared so much
But knowing we were on a road to nowhere
We kept on sharing
And have a burning desire
To share even more
I want to take long walks on the beach with you
Candle lit dinners and dancing the night away
I want to go to far off new places with you
Experience new sights and food and smells
I want to lie around on a lazy afternoon with you
Enjoy the golden sun setting in the west
I want to wake up with you
With the golden sun rising in the east
The beginning of a new and exciting day with you
I want to share an ordinary working day with you
Knowing that at the end of a long hard day
You will be there to take my stress away
I want to share sadness with
Knowing that you will wipe my tears away
I want to share my body with you
Passionately making love to you
I want to share my life with you
I want to share making life with you
I know that you have the same desires
But it is not in our hands
It is in the hands of our God to decide
And if it is in a week’s time
or a month or ten years from now
I will always thank Him for that
If it is not to be
I will still thank Him
For the time and things and love that we shared
And I will grow old knowing that for a short period
I was touched by one of His angels

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You

You always laugh with me
And enjoy what I say
You listen and are always interested
You share and trust me with your innermost secrets
You don’t judge and don’t demand
You are pretty and intelligent and witty
You are my friend
You are my most favorite person
I thank You for that
I thank God for You

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Gebed

My God,
Ek staan voor U en gee my wil aan U oor.
U het hierdie vriendskap op my pad geplaas
En ek weet nie hoekom nie.
Ek weet nie of dit ‘n toets van U is,
En of dit ter voorbereiding van iets in U plan is nie.
En of dit bloot die vervulling van emosionele behoeftes is nie.

Deur hierdie vriendskap het ek weer U woord oopgemaak
En deel ons daagliks U boodskap
Ons deel elke dag soveel mooi goed van U grote skepping
En put krag en inspirasie daaruit
Ons ondersteun mekaar in moeilike tye
Hoe kan dit nie deel wees van U plan nie?

Maar net soos al die mooi goed uit hierdie vriendskap
Netso is daar ook drome, wense en begeertes wat alles kan vernietig
Daar is soveel gevare in hierdie vriendskap
En soveel mense wat kan seerkry
Hoe kan dit deel wees van U plan?

Hoe sal ons ooit kan weet wat U plan is?
Hoe kan ons ooit U plan bevraagteken
Of wens dat U plan by ons begeertes kan inpas?

Gee ons die krag en openbaring dat hierdie vriendskap
Tot eer van U grote Naam is.
Laat U wil geskied
En gee ons die krag om U wil te aanvaar.

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I’m there for you

I will always be there for you my friend
No matter where
No matter when
No matter the difficulties
If I cannot be there
To hold you
To take your sadness away
I will always be there in spirit
To help you carry your burden
All you need to do is reach out
And know that I’m there
Always
Forever

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My secret friend

My special friend is a secret friend
After many years as acquaintances
We suddenly became special friends
Sharing music, movies and poems
Talking and laughing and sharing everything
But ours is a secret friendship
We both belong to others in different worlds
That would not understand our friendship

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Die lang naweek

Ek hou nie meer van Vrydag nie
Dit is die begin van ‘n lang naweek
Ek dwaal rond en dink altyd aan jou
Ek kan jou nie bel of mail of sms nie
Want ons is in ander werelde
Ek luister na musiek en wil dit met jou deel
Ek lees mooi goed en verbeel my dat ek vir jou lees
Ek kyk mooi stories en voel jou langs my sit
Ek wil saam met jou dorp toe gaan
Fliek gaan kyk, koffie drink
Fotos neem of sommer botaniese tuin toe gaan
Maar jy’s nie hier nie
Ek kan nie wag tot Maandag
Om jou stem weer te hoor nie

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The Blame

The blame cannot be yours alone my friend
The burden to carry is also mine
I appeared on your side, surprising you
I’m always pushing
And you keep on bringing us back to reality
I had the yearning to know you better
And you opened your hand to me
We both long to satisfy a deep hunger
And found it in our special friendship

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Why

I feel so
very sad
Our paths have crossed
And we have shared out innermost secrets
And I don’t know why
My feeling for you has grown so strong
That I can actually say
“I love you”
This is not meant to be
And we both know it
But why has it happened?
For now we will be special friends
And may we have the strength
To never cross the line
“I love you”
(27 Oct 2008)

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I see you

I see you in the loving couple walking by
I see you in the laughter of young girls sharing
I see you in the beautiful girl with dark long hair
I see you in the photo of a young girl
I see you in people around me
I see you everywhere
I look for you
I long for you
I want you
But I can’t find you!

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Die Vuurtjie

Die vuurtjie knetter en dis laat in die aand.
Ons sit in ‘n stywe omhelsing en
in stille geluk tuur daarna.
Die winde van sterker hunkering na mekaar
dreig om hand uit te ruk,
Maar ons kyk na mekaar en laggend, spelend sit ons nog hout op.
Gaan hierdie vuurtjie ons warm hou,
of gaan dit alles vernietig?
Al wat oorbly in die vroee oggend is koue as.
Op die verre horison breek die son in goud
op ‘n nuwe dag.

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I want to be with you

I have known you for so many years
and never had the yearning
to truly know you like I have now.
Never thought that I’ll again experience
the same excitement that a boy feels on his first date.
I yearn to take your hand
and put it on my heart
To kiss your soft lips,
look into your eyes and say
“I want to be with you”

I was standing so close to you
and all that I had to do
was to reach out and take you in my arms.
But I was so afraid.
Afraid that the magic between us
will be ruined by reality.
Like teenagers we did not want to say goodbye.
You left me standing alone and I still did not say
“I want to be with you”

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